all around.still alone.


There are really some days in our life where we feel we are alone..

For me today was sucha day.

Alone.When surrounded by about 100 people..

Today early morning started my journey to office from home,Reached office in time,A recruitment drive was happening..I was busy for some time regarding the arrangement and all.. Almost 80+ candidates around me.. handling all of them wasn’t  such an eazy task and that too with a “feeling bad” mode in heart and with “artificial smile” on face..

My cousin,Rajesh Kumar some day told me “We are always alone by Passion.Dreams and Thoughts..”




Unique Days..


Days are going soo fast..for the last few days..I was completly busy..Traveled soo much…

many and soo on..

Every day is unique..every day am learning something..more or less am getting benefited..

sharing a song.. this one came to mind when remembering lastday…


Journey… :) Journey.. :| and again Journey :X


This morning I started my journey to the head office in Kottayam 129.87 + KMs..

And tomorrow for another meeting Kottyam to Eranakulam  76 Kilometers / 47 Miles. And then back to home again 120+ kms,then have to drop sister and newphew in Trivandrum International Airport.. so again Journey,then have to visit certain colleges in kollam and trivandrum regarding the Recruitment Drive of Wipro technologies .. and these all in just 4 days..OMG what a journey..I hope I can do it all.. after finishing all these targets I will post 🙂

ALL IS WELL for the time being 🙂

C***L a good start :)


Jan 1.2012 evening, I started my journey from home to Trivandrum..When I reached the time was 7:00 pm,as its a Sunday I was lil worried about food.. I used to have food from the MLA canteen inside the MLA hostel,tvm..Luckly the canteen was open and i had my food “chappathi and egg curry” ,then I just walked here and there.. then thought of visitng the PALAYAM CHURCH.I love that church..always feel better when I’m inside it,I sat in the wooden bench for some time with eyes closed..
Then i came out of the church.. the city was in a busy mood.. I saw an auto coming slowly..the board was C***L.. CAAAL i said to myself.. I look inside it..NO DRIVER!!NO PASSENGER!! with no time,I try to stop the auto.. made a gentle slowed more.. Then a man in a byke came and he did something with its gear and look to the upper side of the road..I too looked,An old man was running with a hand full bottle of petrol.. He came near us..
He said ” I.. I was buying petrol and when looked back my auto..” sound was not coming out of his mouth.. he look so upset.. The man with byke said. “what is this.. what if it hit any other byke or..” ..and there was a car parked near by too” i added..
The driver said..”Its my fortune that you too came and stop it in time.. I’m soo thankful..”I feel something better.. I smiled and said..”Please be careful next time..” The auto gone..I walked.. I looked up Jesus’s golden coloured sculpture on the top of the church.. I prayed with both hands… What a start to a wonderful year..I said to myself.. 🙂

Palayam Church

palayam church ©ajay s nair

Boys Hostel !!


Ho.. staying somewhere is such a complicated thing.. I have to find some where which is suitable for me and that too in the very next day after joining the firm,after my office time,as per the suggestion of my superior to goto the boys hostel which is some 2km from office..

The night before I stayed in Princess Inn with Android developer Noble,It was nice for me because I was intrested in android,and started asking all my queries to him,haha at last he told me with “soo.. can we sleep?” and I said yes sir 🙂

Attended his Android workshop the next day ,class was just nice..liked it..

Then after the class and all it time to search for a shelter..

it wasn’t as easy as i thought mainly with laguage in hand..and with a verylow balance  in mobile..and it was getting dark..

Therez a BOYS HOSTEL near MLA quarters,Palayam my office Manager Mr.Anish told me while i called him,so I walked to that side.. Mob balance after that call..was just a 0.1 , One of my best friend called me and send me the 16digit recharge number.. 🙂 ho… I feel much better.. then also i continued walking lots to walk.. saw the board of BOYS HOSTEL.. time was almost 6.30pm I entered in..asked for the details 1650 per month. with 1500 as advance,I wasnt having that much with me,I gave 500 and told that the remaining i will give with in 2 days.. it was a friday..

The warden guide me to the room before these all.,The room was just ok for me as I used to attend the NSS camps and sleeping over the classroom benches., The room was painted in light green color,and the wall was lil wet at the top.. thank god.. therez a fan n light and coz a plug which i can charge my mob.. called home n friend.. sat in the cot for some time..silence was roaring!! I removed my shoes n changed the dress.. took out my bed sheets and arraged the bed.. at 8.30 fall asleep..


[Boys hostel part 1 complete]                                                                [will continue..]